B'day Surprises ♥

Should have post bout my birthday.

Seriously I was so damn emo larr during my b'day week,

home alone, parents went overseas, siblings and boyfriend working, friends having exam, *sigh.

Surprisingly lehh~~

One of my besties called me a week before my b'day,

"Hey, are you free on Friday? We will be back for early celebration of your b'day."

"Sure!"

We went for dinner like normal,

made wishes, blew the candles, cut the cake all that.

After that, PHOTO SESSION~~

I would say that iPhone camera is awesome!

Although It has only 8 megapixels,

but it's more than enough to take high resolution pictures!

On the next day,

Hui Ching and I went Tapah resthouse for Baskin Robins,

chit-chat along the way :) 

Thankiuu so much my dear friends!!

 

Come to second surprise,

my boyfriend arrr, really good at acting one horrr,

he told me that he has to work on my b'day week,

that's why he couldn't make it,

he said he felt bad and guilty,

keep on saying sorry,

and will pos laju my b'day present to compensate worr.

But then on my b'day eve,

normally we will skype after he coming back from work,

that day he took leave to go for medical check up,

actually I started to feel a bit weird dy,

he told me after that he went out with his cousin brother and then fetch his cousin from school,

at night wanna go for badminton, cannot skype with me, blah blah blah,

but he still managed to reply my msg within minutes except during his 'badminton session'.
*He actually was on the way to Bidor by taking ETS during that period .

My mood was off, browsed through the FB and waiting for my boyfriend.

When it was 11 something,

I called my boyfriend,

"Where are you? Haven't go home?"

"Errrmm...errr...I'm now at outside with my brother."

"Oh...okay, faster go and take bath, I feel sleepy."

Suddenly, I got a call from Ah Chong,

"Hey, I'm outside your house."

"Why? Wanna gimme a b'day cake arr?"

"Ya lar, I wanna give you a b'day present too."

You know what?

MY BOYFRIEND WALKED OUT FROM THE CAR!!!

HE WAS THE B'DAY PRESENT!!

HE POS LAJU HIMSELF FOR ME!!!

Ah Chong fetched him at Sungkai Train Station,

he planned this after finishing final exam.

It was so surprise and so touching~~~

I was like, OMG, and started to cry,

every teardrop is a waterfall~~~

Thanks for everything~~~

I didn't know you were planning all these~~ 

My b'day was awesome because of you my boy~~

Awww, I swear this is the greatest present I ever had~~

I love you ♥♥♥

On my b'day, we went Ipoh for movie and dinner,

photos speak better than words, haha. 

♥

Idea也不晓得从哪里pop出来

话说 有一晚趁着做mask

手指发痒

大概画出个草图来

隔天就开始上色

霎眼看好像还不错

事实上多处瑕疵啊

 

然后很快的就开始第二幅画

 

朋友有惊讶到

“用手指在这么小的电话荧幕上画的吗？ ”

我真的想过要念graphic design

始终还是圆不了梦啊~

除了父母不太赞成之外

其实也包含了自己的一点点私心

我想给自己借口自己留在你身边

那一天自己不懂接错了哪条神经

心声破口而出：

“I will follow you whenever you go, okay?”

结果你的反应有少许令我痛心 呵呵

不过我明白的

你只是不想我作出不理智的决定

毕竟有时候我真的太鲁莽冲动

不需要介意什么差距

无论是家境，身份，地位，身高

爱对了

就敢敢地方开自己去爱吧

这世上没有什么[ 怕给不了你幸福 ]

爱她 

自然就会想尽办法让她幸福

努力地去让她幸福

就算多艰难多辛苦

她还是个让你坚持的动力吧

最后你将会发现一切都是值得的

说害怕 说放弃

根本就是逃避去努力的烂借口

屁话屁话！

我觉得我家人比较缺乏安全感吧？

感觉上他们都很担心我这一次会像上一次

上一次

当家人问我：

“和XXX怎么样啊？”

“噢，很好啊，别担心”

事实上我多难受就只有身边的几个好友知道

我不是我怪他

也不是拿他当成话题

毕竟都已经过去了

受伤比我重的可能是他吧？

也不能说后悔

只是当时我们的处事态度太不成熟了

这一次

我不再重犯

只不过任性和小姐脾气还是改不了

我想和你携手给我家人建立信心

希望他们有一天说：

“我们就放心把她交给你了”

一人一半

才是伴

♥

Valentine's Day ♥

大家 迟来的情人节快乐♥
我的情人节过得好充实
虽然早上为了小事闹了闹脾气
还好我们没有因为火遮眼而临时取消celebration


在别人眼中这只不过是很普通的相簿
在我眼里 它却是意义非凡
里头都存着我们浓浓的爱意
我都很细心地感受 你的每一字每一句
你的一句：
"This is only Part 1, I hope there'll be Part 2, 3, 4, 5, 6...till the day we marry and filled with our child's photos in it."
Awww, This is so sweet!
我真的感动地落泪了
这是开心的泪水
就算流到我dehydrated也是值得的 哈哈


这是我送你的
真的很对不起
由于时间有限 我只能做到这样
原本要做的拼图都失败了
希望你还是会喜欢



Häagen-Dazs
我朝思暮想的fondue
点了情人节特备的Couple Fondue


尝到幸福的感觉~~♥♥♥

你说 对不起
你做不到一个能常常买礼物送我 常常请我吃饭的男友
我根本不介意
我爱的是你的人你的心 不是你的钱包
我也可不是只会花男友钱的女生
我不是一个贪慕虚荣的女生
毕竟我们还在念书
根本没有自己的经济能力
我这个当女友的是应该要明白你体谅你
偶尔你请我 偶尔也让我请你
情侣俩就是应该互相协调
很多人都不晓得
其实我们是AA制的

我们第一年的情人节
我们谈妥 都不要破费
就自制一份礼物给对方吧！
它就是用不怎么贵的材料
贵在的却是里头满载的心意
不 这是无价的
礼虽轻但情意重
愿意绞尽脑汁花尽心思亲手制作礼物给情人
这才显得最真挚的诚意和爱意不是吗？


有时候看着你
也看到自己爱莫能助的感觉很痛心
毕竟有些事情我真的不便插手
所以能做的 就是做好我们的本分
努力念书 不要让小看我们的人得逞
虽然念书是为了自己 不是因为要赢
至少一次进步
就能塞住他们的嘴巴
并告诉全天下的他们
谈恋爱不是金钱和学业的祸根！

悄悄地

Shhhh...
悄悄告诉你
我都会爱屋及乌噢
你所喜欢的
我都悄悄地喜欢上它们
每一首歌 每一部戏 每一部电影 每一样事物
今天
悄悄地看着我们的合照
悄悄地看着你弄给我的video
悄悄听着你喜欢的歌曲
悄悄地在这儿想念着你
悄悄地 悄悄地
霸占我心里每个缝隙
原来你在我心目中已经有了一定的位置
我在想
如果我想当年keep着打羽球的话
我和你是否能够更加亲近一些？
现在骨头老了 跳不动了
只能悄悄告诉你
你打球的时候真的帅呆了！
虽然不能参与其中
不过我依然会悄悄地 静静地
欣赏着你每一个脚步每一个动作甚至每一滴汗滴 :)

倒数6天

I Will Be ♥

Happy B'day to you~~~
Sorry sorry,
still owing you a b'day present,
(done drafting, almost start doing.)
hopefully your b'day with me was memorable enough,
and the present, will give it to you when we meet.

A new year, a brand new start!
Wishlist:
*My family, boyfriend and his family and all my friends are in pink and happy always.
*Stay sweet and happy with my boyfriend.
*Get a satisfying result for sem 2 and coming sem 3.
What's yours?

YYS, I got a song specially for ya,
I Will Be - Leona Lewis
The whole song is for you ♥

Sorry for letting you down again and again,
and so sorry for everything that I put you through.
I'm stubborn, bad tempered and naughty,
I'll try my very best to control myself, kay?

We behave just the same,
we like to throw tantrum,
(LOL, we are still childish.)
'cause we need more care from each other.
Indeed I used Chinese in almost every status,
not because I don't want you to read them,
it's just that I rather use Chinese to express my feeling, my thoughts,
you should know my English is sucks.

We like to tease each other,
you are the biggest bully in my eyes, ,
'cause you said I'm fat, ugly, smelly,
You even said rubbish bin is my best friend, 'cause I'm dirty and smelly, HMPH~.
And finally, now I know what are you,
you are FLY!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
But still sometimes you'll whisper in my ear,
'I don't care bout the others, all I know is, you are the best for me.'
This is the sweetest and most beautiful words in the world, isn't?
That's our own way of getting along so well.

Don't you feel our love grows stronger and deeper as time goes by?
I never felt this strong before, seriously.
And now, it's making me even more afraid of losing you.
So, never ever think of giving up of me no matter how.
All I want is YOU,
and I'll never let you go.
There's no word nor action would be enough to show how much you mean to me,
but still I love to SPAM sweet words on your wall,
makin' your profile filled with my love, teehee.
Sorry that I couldn't hide my feeling for you, :P

Happy 100th Daysary ♥

Today is a very special and memorable day for us,
♥14/12/11 ♥
Our 100th Daysary as well as Valentine's Hug Day!
Sorry ya,
that gift was the only surprise I could made,
hope you don't mind!
The another thing that I promised to make will compensate for next time.
Hmmm, when is it?
Bleh :P Not gonna tell you of course!
Tryna keep the romance and spark in our relationship,
making surprise is one thing that boyfriend/girlfriend won't be able to resist, true?
We still got a long long way to go,
love, care, tolerance, trust, honesty,
all of these are the essential elements of maintaining a relationship.
I might transfer to another school after done foundation,
we couldn't stick together most of the time like now,
turning us into a long distance relationship,
I'm not feeling like leaving here though.
Making us hard time dealing with separation, hate that! :(
So, I truly treasure every moment between us,
I'll love you more and more,
cherish you, support you, always be there for you my whole life through.
I'm willing to be your koala bear forever and ever!
I Love you ♥

Shi Lei and Min Jia said that we got fu qi lian,
he himself realized that too!
The longer a couple stay together, the more they look like each other,
that's what we called fu qi lian 夫妻脸 :)
There's a saying that,
'a couple who look-alike find perfect love' ♥
I hope, and believe this is true.

31211

Sem 2 is going to end very very soon,
meaning final exam is approaching.
Experience teaches fool,
learned a great lesson from last semester exam,
no pain, no gain,
I should study harder if really wanna get a good result.
How embarrassing when people around asking me,
'How's your studies? How's your result?'

QUOTE OF THE DAY:
Success is 90% hard work and 10% talent.

'I'm stupid', it's always a worst excuse to cover the ugliness of my last sem result,
it's all because I'm lazy admittedly.
I should give studies the highest priority for now,
no studies, no bright future, I told myself.
Are you willing to work hard together with me?
If yes, please fulfill what you've promised,
it ain't easy, but please try your best,
I hope I could be a motivator of yours.

Kay, let's flash back to the past few weeks.
Was following my man went to KL to visit his friends,
all of them are so nice and friendly to me!
Had a whale of time with them,
Mei Wee, Bee Lee, Nicholas, Kaa Ee, Edward,
thanks for taking care of us that few days,
heart you guys! <3


Last week,
I brought him back finally, WOOHOOO~~
Everything went very well :)



Was enjoying abalone set dinner at Unique Seafood Restaurant,
sadly I was just went for monthly braces review,
the dentist tightened my teeth, and the pain can really kill me off!
What I can say is, it is kinda cheap, cost only RM 99 for the whole set dinner,
with grilled prawn, fish fillet, fried rice, and a so called shark fin soup.


We ordered crabs too,
my man was picking the crab meat for me,
SO SWEET~~
Nahh, the role model for all boyfriends, hahahaha!

And this week, busying for the sketch.
Proudly to be the first group to perform,
yet audience gave us the cold situation, duh.
Whatever, we'd tried our best! *claps for us*
'Teen Angels'

I'm like a koala bear huh?
Hugging a big+tall tree, lol.
Couldn't be helped, he's too fat, hahahahahaha!!

Yesterday, 2/12/11,
our dear cute cute Min Jia's 18th b'day,
we planned to give her a surprise,
touching right?




Last but not least,

@@ + his don't know what face expression.

Happy 2nd Monthsary ♥

A Love Theme - Olivia Ong

I love you I love you I love you I do I love you I love you I love you I do I love you I love you I love you I do I love you I love you I love you I do I can see the colours in your eyes My feelings arise And the mirror catches on to what We feel deep inside Playing off the colours in your eyes nderneath the starry skies I don't have to ever make believe As the gaze turns wide and bright Baby the smile you see It's everything I want it to be I know just how I feel This is how it should always be You have always been a nice surprise Of sorts for me Baby baby you make me believe In all my dreams You don't ever have to second guess Right now I do confess When I think of love I think of you Now you know I want you too I'm falling into the stars I catch me a shooting star And I place it near my heart This love won't come apart

6/11/2011
♥ Happy 2nd Monthsary ♥

231011 ♥

Presentation ruined my day
星期三度过了这个学期第一个低潮谷底
我的心简直就像掉进无底深潭
跌得好深 跌得好痛
又是一次高估自己的教训
果然这世上等价交换原则是存在的
代价——丢脸
丢了自己的脸 也丢了对我满怀期望的他们的脸
这种感觉真的狠狠地把我给杀了

我当时多么地需要一个肩膀让我依靠让我哭泣
为什么当时的你却没给？
你懂吗？我真的很心痛！
我告诉你 我emo的时候 我真的可以一声都不吭的

放学后 你紧紧地把握抱着
我终于哭了
你一直安慰我说尽力就好
我还是把你给推开
我很野蛮对不？
你也流泪了 过后再紧抱我
这次无论我再怎么用力推开你
你都不肯放开我



其实 当时我在意的是
为什么在我最需要的时候给予我安慰和鼓励的是Marv
而不是你？:(

算了 都已经过去了
也许那一刻你真的不懂该怎么安慰我
我也承认自己的情绪波动很大
就只会把你当成沙包
对不起

这世上有谁会完美呢？
每个人都有自己的优点 缺点
你能忍受我的大小姐脾气就已经很了不起了
常常都会听说 “爱一个人要包容他的一切，包括缺点”
可是真正做得到的人 到底有多少个呢？
何不把他的缺点看成一种优点呢？

他 桃花运旺
证明我没选错对象
他 对别人过分地好
证明他是个gentleman
他 爱捣蛋
这是他的可爱之处
他 有时候很酷 感觉自己没办法了解他
酷？可能就是被他这一点吸引住吧
怎么没办法了解他呢？这告诉我要好好多关心多疼他
他 有时候很懒惰
我终于能够担起一份工作——激励他一起和我奋斗

那天 谈到了未来
我说 理想的结婚年龄大概26/27岁
对 还有8~9年
这是个爱情马拉松
你会愿意陪我跑吗？

我问 你以后会娶我吗？
他说 不敢保证 不敢答应
因为距离8年还有好久好久
谁也不能担保当中会发生什么事
我再一次在他面前哭了
我在想 是你不想 还以你觉得自己会爱上别人
他一边擦干我的眼泪 一边问我怎么了
我摇头说没事
他说 你market比我好 我是怕你在KL读书时会爱上别人 我要的就只是你

我真的不奢求你给我承诺
更不应该有这种要求
我们都还很年轻
还有好长好远的路要走
我们都不该答应对方不保证能做到的事情
承诺不是儿戏 它是一种责任
都是以前太天真太无知了
才会造成很多无法磨灭的伤害
其实自己都知道根本没有能力兑现诺言

况且 我怎么会轻易放开自己的理想情人呢？
常常以前都会幻想自己的男友高大威猛的运动男
梦想实现了 我还能要求什么？
我真的很庆幸自己有你
知足了 :)

昨晚 我真的很想随你去badminton court
他说 我怕你会闷
怎么会呢？ 其实我喜欢看他打羽毛球
更何况 我还有Ace和NDS陪我丫
他也许不懂
昨晚看着他一副认真打球杀球的样子
真的很帅很有型 :)

说真的
男人认真做事的样子都是特别帅

有时候我会怀念之前暧昧的日子
我还经常会读之前的信息
虽然很短暂 却很回味
除了热恋期
最甜滋滋的就是友达以上 恋人慰满的阶段了
不 正确来说 是酸甜的滋味
我喜欢你 却不知道你是否也一样
仿佛是 仿佛不是
你靠近我的时候 对我加倍关心的时候
都像是被触电一样
当然 我也很珍惜现在


爱你的感觉
每天都在增加
真的连望着你的背影 我都会笑
中毒了中毒了
但一切一切
我都愿意 ♥

Taste our sweetness

On Monday, both of us just came back to Kampar from hometown,
and prepared to go for ECS class.
So sad, poor bf was having stomach ache,
and for sure, he skipped the class.
'Hmmm, you wanna dump me is it...?' I said,
and then he said: 'so sorry my dear, will compensate back.'
I was like, 'Okay lorr, fine, fine, just wait and see how you compensate.'

Guess what?
He slipped into my room while I was still having the class,
planning to make me a surprise.

When I just reached home,
I actually didn't notice anything on my desk,
when I put my files and keys on the desk,
I was like, AWWWWWW, AM I DREAMING???
SO SO SO SURPRISED!!!




I never ever thought of it you know?
I never thought that your compensation was such a great surprise!
Maybe it looks nothing much, but for me, it's so so so valuable,
and this is the sweetest thing I ever had.
YOU TOUCHED MY HEART,
YOU MADE MY TEARS DROPPED!!
I felt like rushing to your house to hug you,
and telling the whole world I got a BEST BF!


Love it!

Being in love with you is so great, my man!
Not because of the surprises nor presents you gave me,
it's all because of your love, your care, your tenderness.
Thanks for being so great to me,
I really appreaciate it :)
A simple word to tell you, my man,
ILY (I ♥ YOU)
for now and the rest of my life,
because you're worth it :) ♥


A box filled with LOVE, heehee ♥

Taste the rainbow, taste our sweetness!


Savanna, 5.5% alcohol with apple flavor, nice but kinda dry.
(No idea what it actually meant by dry, feeling dryness in throat after drinking it perhaps?)

Good girl goes bad huh? How dare you!
Nonono, I wasn't, don't worry peeps!
Admittedly I went to pub (or bar?),
just a normal yamcha session,
taking of 1 bottle of Savanna and chatting with his friends, that's all.

Last but not least, end the post with the photo of us ♥
TAA-DAA-!!

Cousin Yumi said I was like hugging a tree,
he's so HUGE, making me look so TINY,
like a GIANT with a lil DWARF.
Hmmm, well, 'distance' of 28cm shouldn't be a problem,
as long as we love each other, right?