Sunday, January 15, 2012

夜幕低垂
我拖着疲倦的身子 。。。
(哈哈,好土的开场白,典型作文的开端)
等待着我4天3夜的Seremban trip的照片transfer到电脑里

回顾去年2011
仿佛就像昨天
惊觉缘分真的很奇妙
我的情路可谓是坎坷?
不 这么说难免对他方太苛刻了
该说 是我感情路一个很大的转折点吧
结束过 也开始了
最奇妙不过的就是我和现任男友
从很普通的同班同学
到朋友
到友达以上 恋人未满
到情侣
真为难了我夹带着酸苦的泪水的上一段

前一晚
我和男友倾谈从相识到现在整个过程
从暗恋 到明示 到怀疑 再到告白

缘分真的很奇妙
当你偷偷恋着一个你以为不可能开花结果的人
你和她当上了朋友甚至好友
你们志趣相投 你们互相关心
她也渐渐地喜欢上你了!
你们暧昧 友达以上 恋人未满 甜滋滋也酸溜溜
她觉得你不可能喜欢她
开始怀疑你对她的好 也觉得自己一厢情愿 想太多
然而这个时候 你告白了
你们才发现
原来你和她的手指上系了一条红线

“你是我的top priority”
甜言蜜语多么简单可以说出口
但 你所做的一切 你的举止 你的眼神
告诉我你对我的在乎 关怀和爱意
我真的深深地感受到了
幸福并没有绝对的定义
有的人觉得男友做早餐给她是幸福
有的人觉得男友送礼物给她是幸福
对我而言
你 正是我想要的幸福

我没有千里眼
我没法看到我们路到底又没有尽头 能有多远
我只知道爱情是需要时间和耐心去经营去养育
爱情是细水长流的
无论前路有多坎坷
从来一句放弃的话我都不曾说出口
比起以前 动不动就说分手的我
也许是现在已经真正明白珍惜这两个字


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

付出



When you try your best but you don't succeed,
When you get what you want but not what you need.
[lyric of Fix You - Coldplay]

生活总有高低起落
像我男友的哲理:
Life is not always fair,it will have its ups and downs,
and the good times and the bad.
Life can be exciting and filled with joy,or life can be hard and filled with fright.
Life can be filled with many feelings,the feelings could be confusing at times,and at other times be clear.
The decisions made during your life,will take you down many paths.
The pathway of life you choose will determine whether or not you will have a good or bad life.
The decisions you make will carve your future.


有时候生活遇到了瓶颈
潇潇地微笑也许不能解决些什么
但至少一个简单的微笑充满了正能量

付出过未必得到回报 何必惊讶?
这只不过是自然的定律
像种植盆栽一样
细心栽培一棵国外品种的小树苗
无论你花多少心思多少时间去照料它
替它浇水替它下肥替它除杂草
始终这里的土壤和天气不适合让它成长
有一天它终究枯萎了

不成功或许不是因为不够努力
也许是努力的方式用错了
努力的方向也错了

加油吧
还有很长远的路要走
就算鞋子破了
赤着脚丫也得继续走下去
不泄气 不放弃
成功并不是遥不可及的梦

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

悄悄地


Shhhh...
悄悄告诉你
我都会爱屋及乌噢
你所喜欢的
我都悄悄地喜欢上它们
每一首歌 每一部戏 每一部电影 每一样事物
今天
悄悄地看着我们的合照
悄悄地看着你弄给我的video
悄悄听着你喜欢的歌曲
悄悄地在这儿想念着你
悄悄地 悄悄地
霸占我心里每个缝隙
原来你在我心目中已经有了一定的位置
我在想
如果我想当年keep着打羽球的话
我和你是否能够更加亲近一些?
现在骨头老了 跳不动了
只能悄悄告诉你
你打球的时候真的帅呆了!
虽然不能参与其中
不过我依然会悄悄地 静静地
欣赏着你每一个脚步每一个动作甚至每一滴汗滴 :)


倒数6天

I Will Be ♥


Happy B'day to you~~~
Sorry sorry,
still owing you a b'day present,
(done drafting, almost start doing.)
hopefully your b'day with me was memorable enough,
and the present, will give it to you when we meet.

A new year, a brand new start!
Wishlist:
*My family, boyfriend and his family and all my friends are in pink and happy always.
*Stay sweet and happy with my boyfriend.
*Get a satisfying result for sem 2 and coming sem 3.
What's yours?

YYS, I got a song specially for ya,
I Will Be - Leona Lewis
The whole song is for you

Sorry for letting you down again and again,
and so sorry for everything that I put you through.
I'm stubborn, bad tempered and naughty,
I'll try my very best to control myself, kay?

We behave just the same,
we like to throw tantrum,
(LOL, we are still childish.)
'cause we need more care from each other.
Indeed I used Chinese in almost every status,
not because I don't want you to read them,
it's just that I rather use Chinese to express my feeling, my thoughts,
you should know my English is sucks.

We like to tease each other,
you are the biggest bully in my eyes, ,
'cause you said I'm fat, ugly, smelly,
You even said rubbish bin is my best friend, 'cause I'm dirty and smelly, HMPH~.
And finally, now I know what are you,
you are FLY!!! HAHAHAHA!!!
But still sometimes you'll whisper in my ear,
'I don't care bout the others, all I know is, you are the best for me.'
This is the sweetest and most beautiful words in the world, isn't?
That's our own way of getting along so well.

Don't you feel our love grows stronger and deeper as time goes by?
I never felt this strong before, seriously.
And now, it's making me even more afraid of losing you.
So, never ever think of giving up of me no matter how.
All I want is YOU,
and I'll never let you go.
There's no word nor action would be enough to show how much you mean to me,
but still I love to SPAM sweet words on your wall,
makin' your profile filled with my love, teehee.
Sorry that I couldn't hide my feeling for you, :P